the past isnt where i want to go. i dont want ever go back there, not now, not ever. i dont want to have to remember what happened. i dont want to replay moments inside my head. i dont want to have to hear her say i love you. i dont want to find that girl that i used to be. i dont want to remember anything about it. i...just cant. i dont want to have to cry because i remembered something. i dont want to think so much about something that happened long time ago. i dont want to have history repeat itself. i dont want to feel stupid, just like how stupid i feel right now. for letting myself go back that far. to let the emotions come out again. to let them get the best of me. let it go, just stop it already >.< dont make it harder than it already is
