i think its easier to move on now.
with everything that's happening, i guess
i sorta realized that, i cant depend on
her anymore. i dont love her anymore. i
lost a lot of feelings because of everything
that's been thrown at me. i guess all that
matters is that she's happy. i always told her
that, i'll always try and make you happy.
but i want her to be happy for me too. i want
her to stop doing what sh'es doing right now.
no more telling me what to do, no more toying
with my feelings. i do love her, i always will,
like a best friend/ first love. but, she doesnt
make me happy, like truly happy anymore. yeah.
there are times when i can happy with her, but
its not the same anymore. can you believe it?
we're finally moving on. aha! and now im tearing
up. i love you okay? i know you're gonna read
this, and im sorry for everything.
on the bright side:
anata ga inakute samshii desu<3
imy & ily
