Omo, what a year. What to say? It wasn't what I expected to happen, but it was good. Got closer to friends, learned new things about close friends, got a girlfriend, maintained a long distance relationship, and learned.. in school. So far, it's been one of the best years of my existance. So much to be thankful for and so much more to do in the coming year.
Super glad to have GOOOOOD friends like Calyx, April, Carolyn, Loujel, Ryan and Johanna. We've drifted and came closer and so much has changed, but we're still the best of friends. Er, never thought that I'd turn bisexual though "/ That's one of the big changes I've been through this year. I don't mind though, I had someone(people) to lean on when it happen and after it happened. Crazy things can happen that you never expect to happen. That's one of the best things about life, to learn to deal with whatever God throws at you and you accept it, learn and move on, while applying what you learn along the way. I've become a little bit more opiniative, too(: I think that person that I became closer with is Ryan, my council buddy. We've got alot more things in common than I thought when I first met him. He's my best guy friend and I can trust him with almost anything cos I know he won't judge me. Ah, don't forget the girlfriend either. Geesh, she's a super wild rollercoaster ride. Love her though. She's got the determination of the most determined thing in the universe and loves me to the point of attachment. Well, not so much. But she's been there for me lots and lots this year, even if we broke up and get back together, fight and make up. Plus, props to Loujel, April and Carolyn for helping me through AP Chemistry and life in general. JOHANNA, miss this hobo, we've drifted but been through crazy things; jumping off walls, running the tracks, walking through haunted places.
Resolutions, got some for this year and hopefully can achieve them all:
1. No more fights with babe: I know things, bad things are gonna happen this year. And maybe, just maybe with tons of luck and love, we'll make it through it. No more yelling and swearing and lying. Oh, refer to some things below.
2. Pass AP Chemistry: That will be a miracle. And when I say pass, I mean get high marks on the AP exam, learn a couple things, get 'A's and be a good student. Got my friends by my side, hopefully they wont back out.
3. Save MONEY: Poor as hell. No more weed money. Still gotta pay for babe's phone, even with babe's help(: I wanna get, save and spend some cash on myself for working so hard.
4. Have a balanced lifestyle: I'm already having a hard time dealing with life. And AP isn't helping. So I'm gonna try really hard to balance everything.
5. Get fit: Let's lose some pounds. I'm sort of unhappy with my weight and figure but starving is bad. So I'll work out instead. People might say you don't need to work out, you're already skinny, but it's for my happiness and what I think about myself. And maybe I'll get my friends active(:
6. Be a good daughter: Be more responsible. Clean the house once in a while, don't stay in my room 24/7, eat dinner with the family. Maybe even wake up early on the weekends and have family breakfasts.
7. Limit my time on the laptop: I'm gonna go blind one day.
8. Maybe, just maybe go to California: I wanna go see my girlfriend. Oh, and some colleges I want to go to; UC Irvine, UC Los Angeles, U. Southern California, UC San Diego etc. and ROADTRIP(CA to WA or Canada) with the family(:
54 more minutes and something seconds until 2009,
